My father died 4 days ago, and the funeral is tomorrow. 4 1/2 weeks after he fell, he died. As for me, I'm highly stressed. It's family and finances related.
I'm not enjoying life, I feel as though I have no control in my life, and I want to change that. I want to have one thing that I can control, which is my weight. I want to have full control over what I eat, and also what I don't eat. So today I'll have some sugary food, then go no sugar again. I'm going to the gym daily, and I'm very slowly running faster each second day or so.
I want to post at least weekly, at least for the next month or two. I haven't weighed myself in just under a week.
